One day of student teaching down! 2 more weeks to go. I left the house this morning telling Michael I was afraid they were gonna eat me! I've been assigned a 4th grade LEAP remediation class at Dufrocq. So scary for so many reasons!
I went in this morning with no idea where I was going, who I would be working with, or what in the world I was going to do (but shhh! don't tell). And apparently, no one else knew the answers to any of these questions either! Surprise! After several anxious minutes, I was assigned to a teacher... who happened to be the only one who really spoke to or reached out to me as I waited. Thank God!
All teachers were on duty for breakfast. As the students filed in one after the other with their hands behind their backs and walking on the 3rd square (don't ask), they all looked a little rough. I repeated to myself over and over, "don't smile... don't smile... don't smile... if you do, they will eat you up!" And believe it or not, I didn't! So proud! Now of course my smile peeked out later in the morning and all throughout the day... but still. Kept my game face on.
Ya know, I'm thinking I made the right choice about this whole teaching thing (God knows I've been thinking about it forever)! I absolutely loved it today! Even with scary 4th graders... who, by the way, aren't actually scary. And you know, for a bunch of students who are known for being problems in the classroom (both behavioral and academic), mine did really well!
Now I know that this is not necessarily representative of what teaching will actually be like. Most classes are larger than 10 students... You usually have to plan you own lesson plans... There's not usually another teacher in the room. But, I'm still thinking I'm gonna love it! (Provided I get a job, of course...)
But of course, tomorrow is another day!
Yay! I am so glad to hear that the first day of student teaching was good. I hope that the rest are good, too!
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